Tag Archives: dysphoria

Trans Dark Matter

Warning! This post might be controversial. Sorry about that. It’s about me! So I can’t help it!
The fact that I lack any safe space is a source of disillusionment for me. I do not expect people to be false and to go against their own opinions to provide it. It’s important to say that. That [...]

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Transitions

It’s a complicated business to unravel, transition. In short it is the period of life a trans person goes through as they change from living in the gender role they were assigned at birth to living as the gender their internal sense of self is set to. It could be from male to female, from [...]

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Insomnia

I have an up and down relationship with sleep. I like sleep, I love sleeping in, but sometimes I find it really hard to shut my mind down and go to sleep. I’ve had this forever, as long as I can remember. I can remember reading books under the bedcovers with a torch, when I [...]

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My Life In Pink

I just watched Ma Vie En Rose. I just finished crying after watching Ma Vie En Rose.
Sometimes, no matter how together I am, how much positivity I feel in my life, something will remind me that it’s built on a fundamental mismatch. That I’m making the best I can of a fairly crappy hand. Sometimes [...]

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Angsty

I feel a little angsty at the moment. One of those hard-to-pin-down, nebulous angsts. I’ve tried a few causes for size, none quite seem to do the trick. Could be a bunch ot them, or it could be the one I prefer it not be.
Sometimes being in my physical self just pisses me off.
Sometimes I [...]

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